kerinduan sebuah kasih sayang

please !

soalan yang kerap di utarakan setiap hujung minggu :

#situasi pertama

lea : sha kau balik tak ?
sha : tak . kau balik je la . aku nak stay sini .
lea : okay . aku balik tau . kau jage la junior tu baik2 . jangan buli dorang :D
sha : ergh ! lau kau nak balik tu balik je la ! sengal ! =,= huhu

#situasi kedua

sheera : u balik ke syg ?
sha : yup . sehari jek . y lah ?
sheera : untung la balik .
sha : ade ape je kat kL ni nak balik selalu .
sheera : best pe . ley jumpa family . ley rase lauk mak saye .
sha : ergh ! okay =,= (ape makanan kegemaran aku ea ? aku lupa )

semua berlumba lumba nak balik rumah . tapi saya ? hurmm . kuala lumpur is nothing ! entahlah . saya merindui die . tapi saya xnak balik . sebab saya tau kalau saya balik saya hanya menambah kesedihan di hatinya . dan saya juga perlukan ruang untuk menyembuhkan hati saya yang lara ni.

and i would rather stay here in kuala pilah than go back to kuala lumpur .

yes, im hurt !

i have my best buddy that always support me from behind.
i have my sister to give an advises for me all the time.
i have my friend that can always be my side.
but i don't have some attention with some certain things ! do you know that ?

i miss my home
i miss my family
i miss all the memories
but that bad moment still spinning around in my head till now !

with love 

and yes, i miss my mother !

sometimes has something that we cant describe what it is . but we can feel that with our own self !